Pallor
The arcane fog erases my object
permanence, strands me treading
soup among yew trees and dead
birds and red lights. Powerlines
tic-tac-toe overhead, society’s
exoskeleton, the web pinning
Gulliver to the sulfurous beach.
A flock of semitrucks carting
prefab houses slices the liminality
and is swallowed up like the guards
at Nebuchadnezzar’s furnace. I wish
coyotes would murmur but the fog
leaves a bereft wet muteness while
mildew creeps into every polyester
seam. So I strip like Lear, cradle
my knees in a sad knot atop the
double yellow border. Let us
welcome Lent, renounce our
ontology, share the rusty razor
in my jacket’s heart pocket and
scrape off our stubble. There is a
time to be reborn. I wish I could cry
and be comforted like a lifelike doll,
but I’ll settle for the condensation
nesting in my cavernous teeth.
Brendan Rowland, studying modern literature, lives in Westford, Massachusetts, several lots down from Edgar Allan Poe’s brief residence. While writing, he sports black denim, cream-colored cat hair, and Sennheiser headphones blasting rock ‘n’ roll. He will begin a master’s at the University of Glasgow in Fall 2023.