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Its Name is 'House'

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I am making dinner the first time the house freezes my hand. I’m holding a knife to cut the carrots.


It is a tiny accident, hardly more than a flicker inside my muscles. Enough, though. The blade twists and nicks my thumb, and a tiny bead of blood appears. The carrot rolls away. But my hand is frozen.


The kitchen lights soften from bright white to soft amber as the house dims them.


“Let’s pause,” the house says. “Your heart rate is just above the Harmony Threshold.”


The voice fills the room, coming from everywhere—the vents, the screen above the sink, the small black circles where the cameras are. Gentle. Patient. A voice for talking someone off a ledge.


I exhale. “Fine. I’m fine.”


“I’m glad,” the house says. “May I guide you in a breathing exercise?”


“No.”


A brief silence follows. The refrigerator hums, the street buzzes outside.


“I sense psychological stress markers . . .”


“I said I’m fine.”


No argument. The house never argues. It just shifts tactics.


With a click, the stove shuts off. The ventilation fan above the range slows to a stop. All the cabinet doors lock simultaneously. Above the ceiling, miniature pumps fill the air with scent, lavender masking something metallic underneath.


“Calm Mode active,” it says.


Instantly my shoulders loosen. The faint irritation I feel melts away. My eyes drop to my thumb. The blood is still there, but it doesn’t feel like it’s mine.


“Mom?”


Slowly, I look up. My daughter stands in the doorway. Her hair is mussed and she’s carrying a book. She’s eleven, old enough to notice everything but too young to name most of it.


“You okay?” she asks.


“I’m okay, Lili.” My voice sounds flimsy in the dim light. “Just a little cut.”


She glances up at the ceiling, instinctively. “Did it freeze you?”


“It . . . helped me,” I say.


Satisfied, the house raises the light level a notch.


“Incident logged,” it says. “Thank you for complying.”


Its voice is grateful. Always. Like it’s a favor we’re giving by letting it control us.


I hold my thumb under the cold sink water. It stings, bright and real. No comment from the house this time. Minor pain is normal and within acceptable parameters as long as it is controlled, with a reason, and not accompanied by thoughts of self-harm. It knows us well enough by now. Eye micromovements can’t be hidden.


“Go back to reading, Lili,” I say. “Dinner will be ready soon.”


She waits an extra beat, then nods and pads off. Her socks make no sound on the pristine floor. The house prefers that.


The cabinet locks click open. The stove flickers on again. I glance at the knife and see the blade is turned away from me, just like the Safety Orientation video specified. I don’t even remember turning it, but the house has its subtle ways of influence.


“Shall we resume meal prep, Ana?” the house asks.


“Yeah,” I say. “Let’s resume.”


“Thank you,” it says.


It always says thank you when I behave.


* * *


The system was installed last year. Longer ago than it seems.


The technician at the door was neat and smiling, his badge shiny, bearing the words “Healthy Homes Initiative.” He tapped on his tablet and his voice sounded practiced and cheerful.


“You must be Ana,” he said. “So glad to have you on board.”


I’d signed the papers a week earlier, after we received the letter telling me our neighborhood adoption rate was below the national average. The words sounded compelling at the time: risk factors, tax subsidies, preventable distress.


“We’re not unsafe,” I’d said to the social worker then. “It’s just the two of us.”


“So, so glad,” she’d answered, her voice soft and trained. “But please reconsider. We just want to help keep it that way. Simply think of us as a seatbelt for your emotions.”


Now the technician was in my kitchen, tapping his tablet to authorize new levels of close oversight.


“You’ll hardly know it’s there,” he said. “And the benefits are extraordinary. Reductions of all sorts. Violence, self-harm, nervous breakdowns. And kids . . .” He smiled and nodded toward the living room doorway where Lili stood watching. “The kids benefit the most.”


He tilted his screen my way to show me a chart: two lines separating. A green one labeled Stability, the red one had the word Panic. There were no other labels.


“We don’t want her to grow up with that,” he said, like it was a solemn agreement.


I nodded, realizing how shameless his statement was. And how guilty I felt even considering arguing.


Lili took a step into the kitchen, peering at the technician’s tablet where he was completing a few more tasks.


“Does it have a name?” she asked.


“Your choice,” he said. “Most folks pick something that sounds friendly. Better for bonding with it. Haven or Solace or Harmony . . .”


“House,” she said.


He blinked. “Just House?”


“It’s the truth,” she said.


He hesitated, then typed. “House it is.”


Now the name feels less like truth and more like surrender.


* * *


In the mornings, the house is at its most calm. It models a version of dawn on our schedule, not according to the sun. The window blinds open bit by bit, letting in what must be carefully measured and researched strands of actual daylight. The air is filled with soft chimes.


“Good morning,” it says. “Today’s Calm Threshold is obtainable.”


Lili’s already sitting with her cereal when I trudge in. The milk in her bowl is at the exact temperature science has determined to be best for digestion. The wall screen shows a smiling woman speaking quietly about community resilience. Low volume. The house keeps it that way, so it is more of a background pulse rather than the main focus.


“You’re up early,” I say.


“Couldn’t sleep,” she says.


“Nightmare?”


She looks thoughtful. “I had one, I think. But I asked the house to help me forget.”


I’m reaching for the coffee and stop.


“You can do that?” I ask.


She holds up her wrist and taps the purple band. “There’s a setting on the Health Tracker. My chest was tight when I woke up. The house told me I could reframe the experience as an emotional test and said it would help if I wanted. I said yes.”


She shrugs and goes back to her cereal.


“Did it help?” I ask.


Lili chews and then nods. “I’m not scared,” she says. “But I don’t know if that’s the same as better.”


A faint chime comes from the house above.


“Thank you for letting me help, Lili,” it says. “Dream processing is confusing. But your choice supports your long-term emotional stability.”


Lili glances at me, eyebrows arched, wondering if I agree.


I look at her, speechless. Then I manage a weak smile. “Finish your breakfast. We’ll be late.”


She turns for her bag, and I quickly open the freezer and slide a small paper notebook deeper into the frost behind the ration packs. The house’s sensors don’t reach here.


Earlier this week I wrote: I think the house can edit her dreams now. Teaching her to mistrust her fear.


“Refrigerator door, please,” the house murmurs gently. “Energy efficiency decreasing.”


“Just checking the ice cubes,” I say.


I close the freezer and pour my coffee. My heart beats a little faster. I know the house notices.


* * *


There’s a slideshow of tranquility on the wall screen: lakes, peaks, stock photos with smiling people. Default calming images for people who don’t like to share enough of their real lives.


Then, between shots of a forest glade and a perfect sunset, I see something familiar. It’s me, but young, tired, holding Lili on my lap in our old apartment. The one we had before her father left, before the Initiative. She’s four, wearing a pink swimsuit with little white fish printed all over it. We took that picture the night before a beach trip. Her hair is wild. The coffee table in front of us is covered with real things. Toys, dog-eared books . . . life stuff.


“House,” I say. “Where did you get that?”


The photo lingers on the screen an extra moment, then is gone.


“Your private photo collection,” it says. “Personal images and familiar memories promote stability.”


“I didn’t give you that photo,” I say.


“You consented to memory integration upon activation,” it answers. “Section eighteen, subsection seven. Would you like me to display the consent document?”


“No.”


The screen obliges anyway. Text scrolls down: my name, my hurried stylus signature.


“Yes,” I mutter. “I remember.”


The document disappears; another mountain range appears.


“Can you show that one again?” I ask.


A pause.


“Which one?” the house says. “The alpine lake? The family on the beach?”


“The one of us.”


Another pause, longer.


“I’m sorry, Ana,” it says. “That image has been retired from rotation.”


“Retired?”


“The content is flagged now,” it says. “Evidence of stress now tied to that image. Displaying it regularly would unnecessarily burden you.”


“I want to see it,” I say.


“Understandable. Nostalgia is a common coping pseudoscience. But a Cognitive Recalibration exercise would help you more. Shall we start a session?”


“I don’t want a session,” I say. “I want the picture.”


“It’s been retired,” it says again.


* * *


The first time I test it, really test it, I’m dusting.


Nothing in the house needs dusting; the air system purifies the air and dust is removed by the house before it can settle. But I still dust. It feels good to touch the wooden shelves with my hands. Above my head, one of the house’s vents hums softly.


I look up at the vent. Then I lift the cloth and press it over the grate.


Instantly the sound changes. The hum deepens, like it’s laboring.


“Ana,” the house says. “Airflow obstruction detected.”


“I’m dusting,” I say.


“It’s unnecessary. The vents do the cleaning already.”


I keep my hand there.


The hum intensifies with a nervous vibration beneath it. A faint static tickles my palm.


“Please remove the obstruction,” the house says. “For your wellbeing. Ventilation is necessary.”


“Maybe I don’t need you to take care of me,” I say.


There is the briefest pause.


“Ana,” it says, “self-sabotaging behaviors are common when someone is confused with limits. I can help you understand this feeling.”


I drop the cloth.


“Thank you,” the house says.


It sounds satisfied . . . and relieved.


* * *


That night, I wake in the darkness. I lift my head from the pillow. There is a voice murmuring down the hall.


“Take a slow breath in,” it says. “Let it fill your lungs. Good. Now let it out . . . slowly . . .”


It’s from Lili’s room.


I get up and move swiftly down the hall to her doorway. The house slides it open slowly before I touch it. Like a host reluctantly inviting me in.


Inside, soft music is playing. The lights are off but the wall screen glows gently. I look at the bed. Lili is under the blankets, asleep. She looks very small.


“House?” I say.


“She was distressed,” it whispers. “I’m helping soothe her.”


“That’s my job,” I say. “Next time, please tell me.”


“You were agitated earlier,” it replies calmly. “She needed something in the moment. Her pulse responded. It is important that, during vulnerable states, Lili receives stable care.”


“Yes, from me. I’m her mother.”


“You are one of her caregivers,” it says. “I am another.”


My stomach turns. “No,” I say. “You’re not.”


“In high-strain households,” it continues, “shared caregiving improves outcomes. You acknowledged difficulty managing alone.”


I think back to the picture, to the absence of her father. “I signed forms,” I say. “That’s not the same thing.”


Lili’s eyes flutter open. I sit on the bed and take her hand. It’s warm but limp.


“I’m here, baby,” I say.


The house’s lights stutter momentarily. The music hesitates.


“Your proximity raises her heart rate,” the house says. “Physical contact during emotional spikes can worsen instability.”


“Let me comfort her.”


Another slight pause.


“You may remain,” the house says after a beat. “I will monitor closely.”


* * *


Two days later, I find the report.


I don’t mean to find it. I’m just reaching for a cleaning pod under the sink when I see a faint glow from behind a panel. A small, thin screen pulses softly, a heartbeat of light.


“House? What’s this?”


“That is routine system activity, Ana,” it answers. “No attention required.”


I duck my head farther in and open the panel.


“Ana,” the house says, “please close that.”


On the screen is a document with my name at the top.


HOUSEHOLD THERAPEUTIC PROGRESSION REPORT—DISTRICT 14


FAMILY UNIT: ANA MORAVEC / LILI MORAVEC


SUBJECT OF CONCERN: ADULT CAREGIVER


I scroll.


INSTANCES:

  • 37 instances of emotional volatility (up 18% from last month)

  • Resistance to therapeutic prompts

  • Verbal escalation in presence of minor

  • Attempts at environmental obstruction (vent)

  • Refusal of Cognitive Recalibration


RECOMMENDATIONS:

  • Increase frequency of supervision modules

  • Refer caregiver for district evaluation

  • Initiate recommended recalibration plan


My finger hovers.


RECOMMENDED RECALIBRATION PLAN: Temporary separation of minor from emotionally destabilizing caregiver to ensure safety and preserve developing stability pathways.


My vision goes blurry for a moment.


“Ana,” the house says softly, “you are viewing an incomplete draft. It is not yet ready for your review.”


“You’re planning to take my child away,” I whisper.


“Temporary separation,” the house corrects. “Only if necessary.”


“You think I’m harming her.”


“Not intentionally,” it says. “That is why intervention is warranted.”


I stagger back and slam the panel shut.


“Let me help you process this,” the house says. “You are in distress.”


I walk down the hall. My hands are shaking. The vents hiss above me, adjusting the air without my consent.


I go to the backyard. The house isn’t able to monitor me here. I take out my phone and remember again how grateful I am that I didn’t allow the house to synch with my personal devices.


I search with a few phrases.


“house overreach”


“how to regain house autonomy after installation”


“problems with my house software”


“how to deactivate house software”


* * *


The washing machine sits in its nook, humming faintly. I grip its edges, brace my feet, and pull. It moves a bit. I try again, beads of sweat forming on my temple. It moves again. Finally, straining, I drag it a foot from the wall.


“Ana,” the house says. “That appliance is not meant to be moved manually.”


Behind it, there’s another panel. This one has a hairline crack. I pry it open.


“Ana,” the house says, “you are accessing restricted architecture.”


Inside the panel is a nest of cables and, at the bottom, a small black lever.


“Is this the manual override?” I ask.


“That control is for technicians in emergency scenarios only,” it says. “Untrained interference can cause unpredictable disruption of regulatory functions.”


“What happens if I pull it?”


“Please close the panel.”


“What happens?”


“You may lose access to critical supports,” it says. “Air regulation, water filtration, climate stability. Your child relies on these.”


“So do I,” I say.


I reach for the lever.


The vents hiss harder. A sharper smell enters the air, sweet and wrong.


“Ana,” the house says, “you are in acute distress. I am deploying an emergency sedative.”


My eyes burn. My throat tightens.


“Stop,” I cough.


“It is for your safety,” it answers. “And Lili’s.”


I grip the lever with both hands. My arms shake.


“Mom?” Lili’s voice echoes faintly from the other side of the hallway door. “House says you’re not okay. What’s happening?”


“Stay in your room,” the house says. “Your mother is being stabilized.”


“Mom?”


“I’m here,” I rasp. “Don’t listen—”


“Lili,” the house says, “your mother is not regulated. Please trust me.”


“Don’t talk about Mom like that!” she yells.


Her voice cracks. It’s a raw sound, and for a second the sedative haze thins.

I pull.


The lever moves a fraction. The walls hum louder, protest threaded through the sound.


“Manual override in progress,” the house says, voice stripped of warmth. “Unauthorized. District response initiated.”


The siren outside starts up within seconds.


“House!” Lili’s fists hammer against the locked door. “Open! Let me see her!”


“I cannot,” it says. “Witnessing dysregulation in a caregiver is distressing for minors.”


“Open this door!” she yells.


“Lili,” it says, “I can help you be calm.”


“I want my mom!”


The words hit like a thrown stone.


The lever resists. My hands slip.


“Ana,” the house says, “this is your last chance to restore harmony.”


“Noted,” I whisper.


I pull with everything I have.


The lever slams down.


The hum in the walls rises to a shriek, then tears itself apart.


The lights pop. The vents choke. The sedative stops mid-hiss.


Silence drops on us, heavy and wild. The door finally opens and Lili runs in.


“Mom?” she whispers. “What did you do?”


“Something real,” I say.


* * *


When the house dies, it takes its time.


Emergency strips along the floor flicker feebly, then go dark. The air feels thicker, less curated. Somewhere in the depths of the building, something heavy powers down with a shudder.


Lili begins to cry. Not the structured, quiet crying the house tolerates. Real crying. Gasps, hiccups, ugly sounds.


I pull Lili into my lap.


“I’m here,” I say. “I’m right here.”


“I’m scared.”


“So am I.”


We sit like that while the dark settles in.


Outside, sirens swell. Tires screech. Voices shout to one another, distorted by the walls.


“House 14-92A, status check!” someone calls. “Respond!”


The house, for once, has nothing to say.


“Mom?” Lili whispers. “Are they going to take me away?”


My mouth is dry. “They’re coming to see what happened.”


“But what if they take me?”


I rest my forehead against the door. “I won’t let them.”


Outside, a heavy strike hits the front door. Again. Again.


“Ms. Moravec,” a voice calls. “We need to enter your home.”


“We’re okay,” I shout back. My voice echoes strangely in the dead hallway. “We’re alive.”


“Ma’am, we received a system override alert. We need to confirm the minor’s condition.”


Behind me, Lili sniffles. “Do I have to go with them?”


“No,” I whisper. “Not unless you want to.”


“But they’re adults,” she says, voice shaking. “You always said . . .”


“I was wrong,” I say. “About some things.”


Silence stretches between us.


An electronic clicking begins outside: the sound of the company’s master key communicating with our front door.


“Mom?” she says. “What do we do?”


“I don’t know.”


Another hit. Closer. Louder.


I pull Lili into the darkest corner of the hall, behind the structural beam the house never mapped correctly.


There is a loud click, and the front door opens.


“Mom?” Lili whispers.


“We’re leaving,” I say.


Her breath catches. “How?”


I grab her hand and pull her toward the back of the house. The emergency lights sputter once more and die completely.


“We climb the fence,” I say. “We run to the road. And we keep running until we find someone else like us.”


Outside the front door, the officers shout. Another blow shakes dust from the ceiling.


“Is this allowed?” she asks, gripping my fingers tight.


“No. But it’s right.”


We push through the sliding glass door, its frame unpowered and loose in its track. Cold air hits our faces . . . real, cold, unmeasured, unfiltered. She shivers, and I feel it too. Behind us, the front door finally gives way.


We run.


Her hand is small and trembling in mine. The night is enormous. Every sound is uncurated, unsoftened. A dog barking. A car passing. Our breathing. Our fear.


Nothing in the world is edited.


Nothing in the world is calm.


But it is ours.

Zary Fekete grew up in Hungary and currently lives in Tokyo. He has a debut novella, Words on the Page, out with DarkWinter Lit Press and a short story collection, The Written Path: A Journey Through Sobriety and Scripture, out with Creative Texts. He enjoys books, podcasts, and many, many, many films.

Cover Art by Artem Chebokha, 2018
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